*yawnx* real tired .................... looking forward to holidays but yet not looking forward ...........
haha ... stresses are piling up again !!!

firstly demoralised...... when practising harp today seriously i cannot make it ..i keep on panic and cannot play the right note...and there's only me and alo ..so is unlike in band ...others blasing sound can cover ur awful playing...so what im playing is gona be obvious..ahhh....scared! monday is the perofrmance yet i still play so unsteady...

secondly, im seriously learning physcics very slowly...i have been telling my tutor i will ask him question but im still not prepared to ask ! He's too nice and too patient towards me until im so mad to myself that why am i so slow in understanding that he has to wait for me to ask him qn..he say i must know what i dunno...but there's here and there i dunno ..yet here and there i know ...how to compile everytthing and ask?

thirdly , they showed us our cohord performance in maths..ok im at the very far end of the sea .. which they call i have yet to reach the "shore"...haha...more chapters coming up ...2D trigo..vectors...more graphs...maths induction...wopps...need practice..thx abi for telling me her study tips...i think it helps...=P so im gona start doing at least 2-3qn of maths everyday..then wun pile up the tutorials...

haha....okie hope it didn demoralise u about studying..actually studying in really nice ... im serious ...just that mastering it is difficult...
*stresses attack* haha...so hide where?!!! evacuate !!!!hurry! haha..ok lame ..
but yup ... today's devotion was "trust in the Lord with all your heart and all your mind and all your soul,and He will make ur paths straight"
is so easy to depend on your own strength in the end u wear urself out...there's only one place that we can run to that is under the shadow of the Almighty ... where we can renew our strength from and continue to run the race...blab blab blab...i feel like running too...oo..tomorrow is body combat ! hahaha..yeah ! more fats can be burnt off...haha ..
anyway let's not give up...studying is fun wat! right?!=P