my computer is back! no longer the laptop! yeah! woah. i realise my keyboard is so nice to type one. got the bouncy bouncy feeling and the chattering keys sound. sounds crispy to me.hahahahahahahahahaha.and woah ! my screen now is really big! soothe my eyes...haha..=P
though my computer is back but it is reformatted that means!! lots of images are gone. lots of songs are gone. lots of words documents are gone. well well. i think..........that can do some good to me. =)
hey don't worry for me k. i think retain is not a very very very bad thing. is just that i have yet to reach the standard required and therefore i have to be one year slower than others. so im really ok though when people asked me about it ..i still feel er...duno where to hide..haha. it's really a good time to learn the lesson of "humility" =) -learning in process- i graduate liao then tell u ...haha..but i think by that time i will be in heaven...wahahaha..
i still wana say : THANK YOU FOR REMEMBERING ME IN YOUR PRAYERS!
i do still need it... i think especially when school starts. =) now is not yet the worst time and feeling. hm...in the meanwhile im trying to pick up studying intensively again. =) everyone must jiayou!!!
Monday, October 31, 2005
Friday, October 28, 2005
MY THANKSGIVING
thank you Lord for showering me with Your abundant love,joy and peace.
He hears my cries attentively and show me His promises through His Words.
He is always so faithful. =)
i thank Him for the people that He placed in my life.
without them seriously i don't think i can stand up that fast.
hey peeps, thank you so much for your encouragment, support, concern, reminding me to keep my eyes fixed on God, for His plans are always the best for me and His thoughts are higher than my thoughts.
thank you u all for encouragingments( through my blog, sms or words or prayers etc!) are all APPRECIATED! =D
without you all, i dunno i will dwell in my sorrows for dunno how long...hahaha...
especially peeps that i know barely for 7 months in acjc ! im so amazed and surprised by u all the love and warmth....heheheee.... =D
of course my co-workers in yfc and my sis and bro in church too !
it's well with my soul. =) im ready to stand up and fight the battle again.
THANK YOU !!!!!!! love you guys ... =P
thank you Lord for showering me with Your abundant love,joy and peace.
He hears my cries attentively and show me His promises through His Words.
He is always so faithful. =)
i thank Him for the people that He placed in my life.
without them seriously i don't think i can stand up that fast.
hey peeps, thank you so much for your encouragment, support, concern, reminding me to keep my eyes fixed on God, for His plans are always the best for me and His thoughts are higher than my thoughts.
thank you u all for encouragingments( through my blog, sms or words or prayers etc!) are all APPRECIATED! =D
without you all, i dunno i will dwell in my sorrows for dunno how long...hahaha...
especially peeps that i know barely for 7 months in acjc ! im so amazed and surprised by u all the love and warmth....heheheee.... =D
of course my co-workers in yfc and my sis and bro in church too !
it's well with my soul. =) im ready to stand up and fight the battle again.
THANK YOU !!!!!!! love you guys ... =P
Monday, October 24, 2005
you know, im in such a conflicting state of mind. dunno which is the correct attitude that i should take in response to the devasting results. lots of questions on my head. questions that i dunno how to find answer.
well. i only can hold on to one thing that is: God loves me. simple statement yet it is hard to tell ppl exactly how did He shower His love on me in my daily life.
friends asked: how come u can still be so optimistic? after receiving such bad results at the next moment can still smile and say that im craving for brownie..." i wana eat brownie..but very ex leh shld i?..brownie can make me happy loh.."
well. only He can give me this peace and can make me still smile at the storm. =)
well. i only have one wish. that is whatever actions or attitude i take in response to this storm. let it be blameless in His sight.
well. obviously. still sad. but He gave me strength to face tomorrow.Cause He holds my tomorrow.=)
well. i only can hold on to one thing that is: God loves me. simple statement yet it is hard to tell ppl exactly how did He shower His love on me in my daily life.
friends asked: how come u can still be so optimistic? after receiving such bad results at the next moment can still smile and say that im craving for brownie..." i wana eat brownie..but very ex leh shld i?..brownie can make me happy loh.."
well. only He can give me this peace and can make me still smile at the storm. =)
well. i only have one wish. that is whatever actions or attitude i take in response to this storm. let it be blameless in His sight.
well. obviously. still sad. but He gave me strength to face tomorrow.Cause He holds my tomorrow.=)
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
im short fused today.people are getting more short fused too.i wonder how many blown out bulbs will i see tomorrow. i saw my physics teacher today! i dare not look at him. =S *tick.tick.tick. friday is approaching. where's my peace? =S
today with have sexuality education which they emphaise that it is not sex education which i dun understand what's the differnece ?!! haha .. anyway .. my heart sank when i saw people dun find anything wrong in pre-marital marriage. do u koe my teacher agrees that there's no wrong in pre-marital marriage as long as two love each other. what's the world coming to? it's getting to scary.... the values are just so blur in the youth minds now...it seems that absolute rights and wrongs does not exist tothem..there are always a lea way...
well..shall tok more abt it another time...
anway today is wan ting's birthday. well . though is a short party . but i enjoyed. i felt encouraged when i see younger ones growing spiritaully in the Lord. =) and im happy to see cell groups growing. im happy to pray in a group. conclusion : im over-all happy not short fused. =P
i think im getting crazy each day....haha...im feeling that im gona have a fever soon...ohno..what's wrong with me....well...just let me whine now........................................................................and slp:)
today with have sexuality education which they emphaise that it is not sex education which i dun understand what's the differnece ?!! haha .. anyway .. my heart sank when i saw people dun find anything wrong in pre-marital marriage. do u koe my teacher agrees that there's no wrong in pre-marital marriage as long as two love each other. what's the world coming to? it's getting to scary.... the values are just so blur in the youth minds now...it seems that absolute rights and wrongs does not exist tothem..there are always a lea way...
well..shall tok more abt it another time...
anway today is wan ting's birthday. well . though is a short party . but i enjoyed. i felt encouraged when i see younger ones growing spiritaully in the Lord. =) and im happy to see cell groups growing. im happy to pray in a group. conclusion : im over-all happy not short fused. =P
i think im getting crazy each day....haha...im feeling that im gona have a fever soon...ohno..what's wrong with me....well...just let me whine now........................................................................and slp:)
Monday, October 17, 2005
i love the night breeze ... so so nice...smells nice too? =)
as i reflect back the times when im preparing for promo ... i couldn't believe that i made it through....the struggles to stay focus in studying..the struggles to cope with my fears..the struggles to be discipline..the stresses..peer pressure... etc....the non-stop battle spiritually and physically...are really frightening to me...
how many times did i actually break down and cry...feeling myself very useless...simple things also cannot conqueor etc...
but really i can only say one thing that is God made it possible for me. He really carried me through these diffcult moments ... comforting me through His words and songs...assures me...providing me strength and rest...
how can i be doubtful to this God who is so real in my life, how can i doubt at His love for me.
truly it's His grace and mercy , that He is willing to love me who is so unworthy of His love.
He is the Kings of kings and Lord of lords yet he still willing to die on the cross for me so that my sins may be cleansed.
His love is so big big big big BIG !!!
now is the awaiting of my results..which will all be out on friday...the thought of me makes my heart panic...but may i also learnt to put my trust and confidence in Him alone and stay focus to do His works.=)
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial,because when he has stood the test,he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him." James 1:12
may our faith be toughen and not lessen after each round of battle! =P
as i reflect back the times when im preparing for promo ... i couldn't believe that i made it through....the struggles to stay focus in studying..the struggles to cope with my fears..the struggles to be discipline..the stresses..peer pressure... etc....the non-stop battle spiritually and physically...are really frightening to me...
how many times did i actually break down and cry...feeling myself very useless...simple things also cannot conqueor etc...
but really i can only say one thing that is God made it possible for me. He really carried me through these diffcult moments ... comforting me through His words and songs...assures me...providing me strength and rest...
how can i be doubtful to this God who is so real in my life, how can i doubt at His love for me.
truly it's His grace and mercy , that He is willing to love me who is so unworthy of His love.
He is the Kings of kings and Lord of lords yet he still willing to die on the cross for me so that my sins may be cleansed.
His love is so big big big big BIG !!!
now is the awaiting of my results..which will all be out on friday...the thought of me makes my heart panic...but may i also learnt to put my trust and confidence in Him alone and stay focus to do His works.=)
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial,because when he has stood the test,he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him." James 1:12
may our faith be toughen and not lessen after each round of battle! =P
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
haha...why am i always jotting things down after talking to the wooer?haha..actually it's nice talking to her..can talk very long...hahaha...=D
i think my social circle is quite big...but i think it can be quite scary and tiring?maybe i can say: with more friends come greater responsibilities....sounds familiar?hee...
maybe u can feel belong? when u say hi to more people but then at the same time u will feel superficial? then ok u want to know the person more but that to know a person more needs time and effort...so end up tiring i guess...there's many ppl i wish i could spend more time with but duno how and hard to find time.... haha..maybe that's excuses...it is not impossible, it is posssible one...
i want lesser friends and closer friends..but however if i never had a taste of having more friends i wun know having lesser friends is better and good! contradiction. how to remember to care for ur friends when there's many in ur head...
but im sure God place so many friends in my life for a purpose.=)
sometimes i also think...studying kills me by forgetting to care abt my friends and most impt my family.
there's so many more impt things to do in life. it is definately not boring or meaningless. just look ahead,look at ur holidays, there's so much time that mean u can use it to do many things u that are meaningful besides just having fun...maybe u can go learn a skill..and go benefit others?or go cease the time to clarify or find out any doubts u had in ur life...just go! and dun let this holiday be a meaningless one...=)
yeah.im going shopping with eunice! haha...i think i never go a one to one date formal shopping with her before..despite knowing her for 4years.=D
i think my social circle is quite big...but i think it can be quite scary and tiring?maybe i can say: with more friends come greater responsibilities....sounds familiar?hee...
maybe u can feel belong? when u say hi to more people but then at the same time u will feel superficial? then ok u want to know the person more but that to know a person more needs time and effort...so end up tiring i guess...there's many ppl i wish i could spend more time with but duno how and hard to find time.... haha..maybe that's excuses...it is not impossible, it is posssible one...
i want lesser friends and closer friends..but however if i never had a taste of having more friends i wun know having lesser friends is better and good! contradiction. how to remember to care for ur friends when there's many in ur head...
but im sure God place so many friends in my life for a purpose.=)
sometimes i also think...studying kills me by forgetting to care abt my friends and most impt my family.
there's so many more impt things to do in life. it is definately not boring or meaningless. just look ahead,look at ur holidays, there's so much time that mean u can use it to do many things u that are meaningful besides just having fun...maybe u can go learn a skill..and go benefit others?or go cease the time to clarify or find out any doubts u had in ur life...just go! and dun let this holiday be a meaningless one...=)
yeah.im going shopping with eunice! haha...i think i never go a one to one date formal shopping with her before..despite knowing her for 4years.=D
Saturday, October 08, 2005
gdmorning!im sick of studying chinese for 2 hours straight..haha..i have better endurance in studying physics than chinese ! oh my goodness! haha..this give me 2nd though of whether i really wana further my studies in majoring chinese...i dun like to write chinese words , i dun like to read chinese novels so what actually give me the tot of becoming a chinese teacher? haha..like they always tease me "the making of chinese teacher" haha...maybe i shld go major in physics! haha...and see how i die...hahaha...ahh...suddenly im quite lost dunno what to be next time...but haha..i stil got at least one more year for me to think about...
i considered myself as rebellious yesteryda..haha...i was like...i wana be alone.dun come and bug me.i wana surf as much as i want ...sleep as much as i want..dun u dare to interfere.hoping that by deluding myself in doing what i want i can get rid of my pain of cant do my phy paper..which frankly speaking the paper was easier than terms...but well..it didn't make me feel better ..instead i feel worst... the guiltiness of spending my time like that...
haha..i suddenly tot of the famous quote in twelfth night .. "if music be the food of love,play on give me excess of it....." orsino was love sick..im like him but im not love sick...im exam-sick...haha...
u wana shut urself out from everything? the feeling is worst. dun ever try it..bad for health..=P
well..shall go back studying chinese...hopefully can complete the read through today ..is so many pages !! then tomolo can just keep on memorise and memorising...which i dun encourage...chinese shld be alive! wahaha....
i considered myself as rebellious yesteryda..haha...i was like...i wana be alone.dun come and bug me.i wana surf as much as i want ...sleep as much as i want..dun u dare to interfere.hoping that by deluding myself in doing what i want i can get rid of my pain of cant do my phy paper..which frankly speaking the paper was easier than terms...but well..it didn't make me feel better ..instead i feel worst... the guiltiness of spending my time like that...
haha..i suddenly tot of the famous quote in twelfth night .. "if music be the food of love,play on give me excess of it....." orsino was love sick..im like him but im not love sick...im exam-sick...haha...
u wana shut urself out from everything? the feeling is worst. dun ever try it..bad for health..=P
well..shall go back studying chinese...hopefully can complete the read through today ..is so many pages !! then tomolo can just keep on memorise and memorising...which i dun encourage...chinese shld be alive! wahaha....
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
it's really hard to give thanks when u r feeling lousey.
i really feel LOUSEY today...depress...i cant do my maths exam ! im really really sad..
that despite the extra practices i got more than others..i still cant do!
is even more depressing when ur friends are comparing ans..and u? can't even get the final ans..
sobx sobx...
see the prob up there? yea...comparison... but...hiax. i really cant think of something to make myself feel better. and true enough i cant help feeling myself being the most stupid student in ACJC.
solution? slp .yeap feel much better.. and u will totally feel great again when u surrender all things to Him and give Him ur praise and thanksgiving.
haha.so i play my oragan like mad ... and yeah ! haha..thank God that He still loves me ...heheee.=) so im just put my trust in Him and just concentrate on my physics...haha
i truly thank God that He makes my flu go away. i prepared 3 packets of tissue today,after experiencing using 2 packet of tissue during chi paper yesterday... and i didn need to use any ! hahaha !amazing ya? haha ... God is good and faithful. =)
i really feel LOUSEY today...depress...i cant do my maths exam ! im really really sad..
that despite the extra practices i got more than others..i still cant do!
is even more depressing when ur friends are comparing ans..and u? can't even get the final ans..
sobx sobx...
see the prob up there? yea...comparison... but...hiax. i really cant think of something to make myself feel better. and true enough i cant help feeling myself being the most stupid student in ACJC.
solution? slp .yeap feel much better.. and u will totally feel great again when u surrender all things to Him and give Him ur praise and thanksgiving.
haha.so i play my oragan like mad ... and yeah ! haha..thank God that He still loves me ...heheee.=) so im just put my trust in Him and just concentrate on my physics...haha
i truly thank God that He makes my flu go away. i prepared 3 packets of tissue today,after experiencing using 2 packet of tissue during chi paper yesterday... and i didn need to use any ! hahaha !amazing ya? haha ... God is good and faithful. =)
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