Wednesday, January 30, 2008

HEY! i just realised that i have hitted 100 post and this is my 101th post! haha..anyway i gotta share with you what i have learnt from yesterday session and today's consolidation...=)

2 things that i took away with me
1) God is the source of wisdom.
so if you lack of wisdom, there's only 1 choice that is ask Him! =P
to choose otherwise , then the source can only be either from youself or the devil.
it is so obvious that the right thing, the smart thing to do is to ask God but so often i also find myself being a fool,choosing otherwise. >.<
Moreover, God says He will give generously.
" The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom"

2) God can intercept.
We always have many plans in our mind and heart,especially at least for me now i can have bigger plans for myself ...like what job i want..okie, if i want this job i cna try to apply this scholarship..this course...then confirm can have stable income...etc.
but i am again like a fool cux how i know i can live for another day?
i like how the speaker put across..."are we holding our plans lightly?" well, we ought to hold it lightly to a certain degree cux if we hold our plans too tight, we are not allowing God to be in the picture.
but we may swing to another degree that is we do not plan and just say just wait and see how God will lead me...well, God has given as a mind and a will so we ought to excercise it..
so for me, i will still do my planning but with a prayerful heart saying"if it is God's will,let it be" [not just a tagline but is said with a sincere heart] ,recongnising that God is ultimately the Soverign One, He is in control. =)

is so easy to swing from one extreme to the other...
may I consistenly ask God for wisdom.... =)

Friday, January 25, 2008

the moon has been shinning really bright for the past few days...
the skies are clear and i can see more than a handful of stars...
i like the moonlight that shines through my windows and my bedroom floor...

just strolling home slowly under the bright moon light is really nice...
just enjoy the quietness, enjoy the moments that i can utter a few words of prayers and sing some songs to my dear Heavenly Father...
enjoy the moments of solitude before my Heavenly Father.

i guess the busyness of life, the fustrations,the sadness etc. in life should really push us to take time to be quiet in front of God.

today i learnt that God is love. He is truly love. only a trinity God is love.
when you say you love, there must be an object.
So if it is a non-trinitarian God, he can't be love because it doesn't make sense that he love himself.that's not love. there can be another possible object that is man himself. if it is this way then we can only say that God has love. He is not love.
Therefore, our God not only has love , He is love! this statment is valid ! cux He is a trinitarian God.
I hope i put it across rather clearly and there's no contradictions =P

God has continue to shower His love to me through many ways.
like i have a circle of friends around me whom i can learn from how to live out my life that truly counts for Him. like i can have a good exposure to His Word and Work etc etc.
knowing that i don't deserve all these in the first place but now cux of His grace, i enjoy all these things ... so really i must and want to love people like how God has loved me. =)

where there is pains and sufferings , teach me how to sow love.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Hi ! I'm back in one piece from ProjectServe Camp. I have really enjoyed myself in the camp. I enjoyed the stretching of my physical limits ( walking kilo after kilos of distance, night cycling! PT in the morning). I have really enjoyed the sharing of Word, the sharing between project servants. But truly more than just enjoying , i hope i will remember what i have learnt and apply it for a life time.

Being a christian, is all about a life of
1) Service
2) Sharing of Gospel
3) Sufferings
4) Sacrifice

there's so much things to work on this year. On top of striving towards holiness, i must remember Jesus Christ. He's the reason behind of the things that im doing and going to do. How much and how far i will grow this year, is truly by His grace. =)

Triumph and struggles.
A level result?
Hm.

ProjectServe officially starts tomorrow! i have to report at 8.30am tomorrow! okie, first rule to myself : no complaints!=P

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

wheee......im going away for ProjectServe camp in ard 8 hrs time? =P




well, i just want to jot some thoughts down before i officially start my year.


I'm gona delcare now that the year 2008 is going to be another year of grace and mercy ! just like how 2007 was. =)


of course there are uncertainties ahead just like 2007, perhaps more ...since i have to face my A level result...but I must be assured that just like how God have walked through with me 19 years of my life, He is going to walk through every seasons with me this year again! hehee..




i did plan some new year resolutions... i didn't list down too much so that it is stays rather realistic.hahaha.




1) improve on my prayer life.


2) don't let the doubts (regarding the Word) remain unanswered.


3) control my temper towards my family


4) show more effort in remembering my friends'birthday!


5) learnt how to touch the heart of people ( okie, this is rather general, but i dunno how to phrase it more specific =P)


6) continue to improve my english (& chi too)!!!


7) train my ears (in terms of music skills)




P.S. whoever read this, please help me along too k? =P




yup! Before i press on for the coming year, when i look back the year of 2007,there are really lots of things to thank God for. I really thank God for the people that He have put ard me...they are really like angels, helping,guiding and protecting me. =D etc.




there's lots of things that i wana say but i need to turn in now. cux i need to store lots and lots of energy for the camp. goodnight!

my 2 lovely friends :gracy and eunice =D