Saturday, January 21, 2006

im sick again! sickness: headache (processing to fever), sorethroat,cough.let me start counting one year i must sick how many times. i know last year in one year i sick more than 5 times. let's see what's the record for this year. =P
now i cant do anything...is like no energy...im gona slp after typing this...urgh. feel so useless like that.
ok i think the honeymoon weeks is officially ended. cux this coming week will be the...end sch at 430 and guess what there's additional period called the zero period so sch ends at 510pm!!! the zero period is for the preparation for fun-o rama. oh yar! please buy tickets from me. haha.=P

i see me j2 friends like everyday so gloomy like that leh...also dunno how to cheer them up.sigh. j2 life really very cham leh...i know.

ahh..my head aches. cant write any further. shall just end here. ttfn!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

the breeze is back...oolalala..i love it! haha...

today i nearly get beaten up lah...i mean really. cause right..anway i was at je walking towards the bus interchange..u know the shelter? yar...there is this grp of malay guys 3 of them i think from ITE...then at the traffic there i dunno why im staring at them .i was actually stoning lah..so no expression look fierce...ok nvm...then walk and walk..then u know got this fair on ur left with the television and all..then they played the rock song..then they someone sang it out loud...i turned back..with a look that look angry...haha..i didn frown but i was stoning so when i turn back..to my horror i saw the three guys staring back at me..ok i didn showed my horror so it looked as if i diao them...then they start saying to me ..."why u turn back" " you never see people sing before ah"..i just keep on walking pretending i nv hear...then they say a bit more ...then i hurry walk off..thx God they never follow me ..or else i will die.haha. now i know how ppl get beaten up when they "diao" ppl.

awww...dad..keep on nagging abt me that im idleing around..keep on saying how to get thru j1 this year...ahyoi!!!
ok.matter of fact..i did all the pre lecture preparation...did as many tutorial qn as i can...but last year i already dunno the first few topics well wat..so i cant finish the tutorial...cux i dun understand so waiting for the lectuer to teach me.

i got a serious problem here : now when i see phy i will automatically wana switch off...how !!! i still choose it as core subject..i like the subject...but i fear the subject...
i got the solution! i need someone to do phy hw with me....really ..it works..cux when i switch off means i wana run away means i wana sleep....who wana do phy with me!
sigh . my dear juniors all choose bio chem...still cant find the rare ones who took phy maths...i wonder who is in the same class as me! im so scared! yet excited.
dear xiang helped me checked out liao...im in 1SA5.sounds really cool. i hope i can fit it ya.tomolo is our first contact time i wonder...

grace went back australia....though this is her 3rd time coming back to sg and going back..still got that feeling of sadness...the u know..hope u are here..not there...kind of feeling...gona see her onli june..by then she will complete her biggest exam..and preparing to go Uni. so fast rite...everything is just in a year.

yesterday the met up with grace and jo. woah..its been long since we last hang out...just sit at bk and tok...i think fairfield ppl like to sit down somewhere and just start stoning or toking or something...haha...last time we always hang out in sch ... or dover..or clementi...haha..jo say she wants to have four kids!!so rare rite?she want to get married either 25 or 26!haha...then she want her first baby after getting married for a year! must note this down...haha...then by then i can call her auntie jo.haha...

saw someone's nick something like this...memories is just like on going film without sound...i think is quite true to a large extend..the fun i have with my juniors now..make the fairfield warm warm feeling back to me again..but ...is soon as we part into different classes ... is just gona integrated into my memory bank...something that cannot withdraw like switzerland bank...well...tell me what can last till the eternity?
FOG (fairfield OG!)- once a fairsian always a fairsian. =)

Thursday, January 12, 2006

the weather is so nice and cooling! though is a bit too cold...but i like this kind of weather! hee..i just enjoyed a cup of hot milo. the feeling is so shiok! hee...it was raining "BIG" cats and "BIG" DOGS just now, everywhere is like flooded, its so nice to get a free cab ride home...hehee...=P i got short cool hair now...and lots of people say is nice! haha..all thankx to my ah ling for introducing such a nice saloon! haha........lalala...im going to me lala land...to meet my pinky tree.....ok..im not making any sense here and there's no meaning to it so no need to try to figure.haha!

note: guard ur heart and use the vibrant that a youth has to serve the Lord faithfully. =)
= the joy of my Lord is my strength =

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

God is good.God is faithful.God is gracious. God is love.God is wonderful cousellor.God is Amighty.God is my strength.God is my joy.God is my everything!God is good.God is faithful.God is gracious. God is love.God is wonderful cousellor.God is Amighty.God is my strength.God is my joy.God is my everything!God is good.God is faithful.God is gracious. God is love.God is wonderful cousellor.God loves christa.God is Amighty.God is my strength.God is my joy.God is my everything!God is good.God is faithful.God is gracious. God is love.God is wonderful cousellor.God is Amighty.God is my strength.God gives me peace.God loves wan xian. God is my joy.God is my everything!God is good.God is faithful.God is gracious. God is love.God loves me me me!God is wonderful cousellor.God is Amighty.God is my strength.God is my joy.God is my everything!God is good.God is faithful.God is gracious. God is love.God is wonderful cousellor.God is Amighty.God is my strength.God is my joy.God is my everything!God is good.God is faithful.God is gracious. God is love.God is wonderful cousellor.God is Amighty.God is my strength.God is my joy.
God is my everything,everything,everything!
=D

Monday, January 02, 2006

tomorrow is school reopen. i think those graduates from secondary schools..are rather excited. but frankly speaking im not. i seriously dunno how is gona be like when i step back in sch. as i reflected back 2005...what i see is really darkness...the feeling yucks big times...and thus i really really dun want to go back and suffer again. sigh sigh...i want to run away...haha..but yar i know i cant run away. i know i know.

see...times can be really tough and difficult...seriously without God i dunno how to tide thru with a smile. "with Christ in the vessel i can smile at the storm!" haha. He provides me with friends!you know u heard of ac culture right...very negative right..but the friends i met are really great and nice...not a "product" of ac culture...haha..

God's plans are the best for me and His thought are far greater than my thoughts. as i look ahead the year 2006...i saw alot of heaps....u koe..like when u run ur mac ritchie..haha..so many steep slopes...but when u come down is so shuang...so yar..climbing hard up ....but..haha..the end result will be great! haha...my chacter will be moulded. becoming more woman. ahahahahahaa.

*with tears* no matter how tough this year gona be. God will be enthroned in my heart. and He will be with me to tide thru my storms , waves, thurders...watever that is nasty.yeah! =P

Sunday, January 01, 2006

haha... how did u countdown yesterday?
i also hope myself to be somewhere whereby i can see big big fireworks *pui*pui* infront of me...haha.... but i koe it's quite impossible so i hope for another thing hope that i can get the u koe the stick kind of fireworks...hahaha...so i tried to persuade my churchmates to go with me and try out 7-11...ok i know.i xin fu kou fu that 7-11 DUN SELL such things. ahaha.

well. but im very happy to be with all my sisters and brothers in christ yseterday. yesterday my church have this 'shi ge zhan mei hui' whereby u can see people ranging from the oldest to the youngest come to present items to praise God..i dunno how to describe how touching it was...but it was really a historical moment. u really miss it if u are not there to see. =) i believe that God will revive JCC too... and today the new pastor officially step up. =P

ok. so this is how we countdown. i think we are rebellios, or rather i am .haha cux i die die also dun want to go home before 12....since it's already near 11 might as well wait rite? k cant find fireworks...so how to celebrate countdown? we discussed intesively....haha...but well seems that nothing exciting come out. by the time we tal finish its already ard 1130pm...how how? ok..stoning starts to creep in...we tired to da fa shi jian by taking photos...in the end...just sit down there....and continue stoning....haha..stone and stone...many left onli left me,EC,EW,SE,thomas,sem and another guy...sorry i dunno his name.=S so ok... 1150pm..what to do...someone suggested the rooftop.wat do u called rooftop in chi? is "yang tai" or "tian tai"....guess wat i say "yang tai" ..so embarassing lah...haha...btw the way up to the rooftop i locked..so we climbed in...haha...as usual im clumsy as ever...need the most help to get in and out...hahahaha...so we stood there..for 1 or 2 min? then we hear the sound of counting down from the nearby CC..then we followed them and count..10...9...8..7..6..5..4..3..2...1 ! happy new year!we shook one another's hands..haha...that's it..climbed out and go home liao.hahaha..sound so boring rite?haha..well i enjoy it though..haha..it's lame..but it's nice cux im with my sis and brothers in christ!hahaha...

there's another part to the story.,.poor khai and her bro...left church way before us...but the irritating 98 took to so long to come...they end up counting down at the bustop...haha..

ok.i know this is a boring entry. but it's something i want to remember.haha. so.yarloh.it'smyblog wat.hahaha...ok im going to look thru my new year resolution again...hehee..i will consider to post it up..=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!