today is my first day of work at Spinelli!
and i realise i seriously want a massage machines at home...
i have aching back and legs after standing for 6 hours,washing and scraping things...

haha, i am not complaining! just voicing out.hee. =P
but the good thing is i get to sample alot lot of drinks today and I blended drinks today for customers!=D of course there are some errors that i made....hee.

what can i do with my mind when i am doing things that don't really requires a lot of thinking?
hm.

While I was surfing through facebook,blogs..looking through what people have wrote,how they have expressed themselves. I felt this sadness.

Everyone is trying to be somebody, trying to find something or trying to do something to cause people to look up to them.

They could be doing it consciously or sub-consciously.

I think i find myself among this people.

I attempted to shove this feeling aside, not to give much thought to it and try to occupy myself by finding jobs online.

I was listening to this Christian Radio online and suddenly I paused and listened attentively to the lyrics of the song.

The next thing I know,the song answer the uncertainties and doubts that I was having.

how amazing!

Every Man

by Casting Crowns

I'm the man with all I've ever wanted

All the toys and playing games

I am the one who pours your coffee, corner booth each Saturday

I am your daughter's favorite teacher

I am the leader of the band

I sit behind you in the bleachers

I am every man

I'm the coach of every winning team and still a loser in my mind

I am the soldier in the airport facing giants one more time

I am the woman shamed and haunted by the cry of unborn life

I'm every broken man, nervous child, lonely wife

Is there hope for every man

A solid place where we can stand

In this dry and weary land

Is there hope for every man

Is there love that never dies

Is there peace in troubled times

Someone help me understand

Is there hope for every man

Seems there's just so many roads to travel, it's hard to tell where they will lead

My life is scarred and my dreams unraveled

Now I'm scared to take the leap

If I could find someone to follow who knows my pain and feels the weight

The uncertainty of my tomorrow, the guilt and pain of yesterday

There is hope for every man

A solid place where we can standIn this dry and weary land

There is hope for every man

There is Love that never dies

There is peace in troubled times

Will we help them understand?

Jesus is hope for every man

I hope this song will speak to you too. =)