*yawnx*
i always think if i just make sure that i eat vegetabes and fruits everyday , my health should be quite alright . ok plus excercise . i do excercise ok. =P twice a week?
but im wrong! true enough as what my father always nags about ... no materr how well is ur diet the most important factor to your health is your sleeping hours!
yeah...got headaches...doze off during class...urhg. seems that by just "ta-hanning" is cannot ..is harms my health... so ..to be wise...i better force myself to complete everything before 12-1230am.
let's move it! i wana finish my EoM! horrible! doing it for the third time!

-lonely without daddy-
no one to make me milo every morning
no one to help me spread my bread with nutella and snow cream
no one there to ensure my saftey by watching me walk to the mrt ...and lots more..

it's funny to see mummy trying to play the role of my dad ... they are just two completely different people. haha. what happens if one day.........

yox! i wanna make some noise here ..my blog has been rather lonely .. that's cause im lazy ... i does have my weird thoughts lingering around .. but haha ..yup.lazy =P

im searching for new blogskins...saw some nice one .. shall change soon .. =P

well what's my thought for today??
hm. just wanna say woman wanna be feel very blessed.haha.
suddenly i realise there are so many people are willing to help me!
maybe is not suddenly.hm.and i realise there are many people who can help me in my physics.
what can i say? Jehovah Jireh, always providing my needs. =)

therefore HEY EVERYONE! just wanna say a simple THANK YOU !! i think everyone who i come to know has helped me one way of another!=D=D=D

woosh! wah!>.<
i observed somthing recently too ..
the person u care and love deeply can make u turn to a monster...i mean a crazy monster ..haha
i observed how my dear sis turned crazy because of diff people ... woah.now i know it is powerful

tell u a secret .. i dozed off for a few sec during chapel ! my goodness..that makes my guilty =S
well..seek for forgiveness!ok time to sleep!

> trying to squeeze every single drop of brain juice everyday .. so that it can work more and more efficently as the days go by...=P

>>u cant place ur emotion needs or ur security in man , cause man will definately fail u.yet it is so hard to not to tend to do it.well.it is not something that u can conquer by yourself.rather with God's help.acknowledge it.then continue to surrender ur life unto Him.=)

song that we sang today that i cannot not agree:

Chorus:
how could i live without you
how could i survive without your love
without your touch
you are the one that heals me and cleanes my heart
and set me free.

truly without Him , i dunno how can i survive through my darkest moments? without the love of Him that He has shown by sending His only son to die for me,how can my sin be cleansed nor can i be set free? His truth has set me free.=)

haha .. let me note down my currect greatest achievement that is ..... i finally opened my mouth and book a date down to meet my phy teacher ! (opps! i suppose to ban the word!) hehee.... finally..u shld had seen me beaming with joy and hop a little while walking out sch...haha..i hope no one noticed...haha...it takes super big courage for me to take that step..waha !

u koe wat? i think cool breeze is so nice...especially the breeze after a rain ... when u take a deep breathe is smell sweet and refreshing .. i like that kind of weather best ! =D just sit somehwere in a corner...drink a cup of ...hmm...coffee? stare at the sky .. look at the moving clouds ... read a little .. i think i will feel very contended le. =)

soon ? such days will come? hehee...

my___ practical is still undone.

hello.. have not been posting any entries lately ... i do have weird tots in mind wanted to post up ... but haaha...but im just too tired and lazy ..i think sleep definately has a much higher piority than blog..haha

i don't feel good today..didn't have a good sleep yesterday..my mind was pratically awake just that my eyelids are close ... throat is still very itchy which im scared that it will turn into running nose and finally leads to fever ... i seriously dun want to fall sick .. that's why im feeding myself with lots of fruits...=P and i was quite annoyed during chapel .. by people's comments .. i feel like just scolding them lah..but ... haha... i have no right too ...hehee...

i wonder why people like to say vulgarities? is it really something cool? something in?fasionable? i really can stand people saying the 4 letter words like no one business ... i feel like yelling at them!

haha..my entry sounds mad today ...haha...ok..i better calm down and step aback ...breathe in breathe out...1..2..3.!smile! haha..=D

u only gona live everyday once u koe ... haha..i find it really hard to live everyday for God's glory...just the controlling of emotions alone ...kills me...haha..

today i received a BIG D ..not initial D movie tix or vcd...haha...is a comment that marks : POOR SKILL D ...wahahaha...tomolo is phy prac !!! i seriously dunno how to comment and annalyse on errors loh...haha..

let me share with u a nice song sent by the woo, (waha u better tell me what's ur blog add!)
Who am I
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my nameWould care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning StarWould choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

Chorus:I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

yar..who am i men..that the Lord of all the heavens and earth will want to shower His love and grace each day for me? what rights do i have to argue and be stubborn ... be submissive!=D I belongs to Him , He will be my shield, help me counter all the attacks..i shall fear nothing!wahaa...do u have such a powerful weapon in ur life? ;)

it is great to be on par with time =D
it is bad to be behind of time =(
why am i always chasing after time?
why time just cant be on my side?

ah! man is small man is limited.just too bad.face it.
ah! but that's not the excuse.
to continue to be accountable for the time u spent. bleah =P

all sorts of things are pilling up higher and higher
it seems like it gona crash down on me any moment ..
but let me not stop running .. continue to perserver..

I know He is with me , He has continuously letting me to taste His goodness!
sustaining me through...=)

i only hope that what i have on hand can be truly accounted for...

"Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness , and all these things will be added unto you"

tired? feel like giving up too ? don't k ... cause u are not alone facing such situation ...moreoever we got a BIG GOD above ! =D

hello..just sat formy physics test...yar i was panic ..very...that it takes about half of the duration tof the paper for me to cool down..that's alot...ok..didn complete the paper as usual .. and .. im not very optimistic about passing this test ...

haha..i realise something i had been talking about physics all day ! hello! that's not the way loh...my life is not about physics!! aha..im gona ban myself from talking about physics ...

let's talk about holistic eduacation ...haha ..acutally im thankful that im exposed to all sorts of area in ac..yar...spors music and accademic ... stretched ..truly..=P ok that is quite out of point ...

i love fridays ...helps me to catch my breathe .. =P anyway yar...everyone is talking about promos ...haha 6-8 weeks more?

i like today devotion too ...he shared about this big big banner that write"God is on our side whom shall we be afraid ?"

step back and think again if two methodist school happens to compete with each other and each put up this banner as a moral support for their own school....does that maen that God will stand only at one side of the people ...

but God is constant how is it possible for him to be bias? so he ended with we should say "we are on God's side ( standing firm at his side of righteouness) whom shall i be afriad?"

=P being educated in a methodist school ...somethimes we use versse without much thinking and it become misused...so i must be really careful in what i say..=) make sure what i say has depth and meaning..boohoohooo! =D

ok... i feel rather guilty of screaming at my sis just now .. didn't control my anger well enough..was trying to crack my head on that phy Qn and she just provoke me at really a wrong time ...well....hmm..

physics has a detrimental efffect on me ? haha .. well... a scoope ice-cream did cheer me up instantly...waha...the invention of ice-cream is brilliant! haha =P

yup going back school tomorrow ....i guess everyone hopes that holidays will be even longer right?

I think now the greatest challenge for me is to really discipline myself and use my extra free periods wisely ... not just stoning around in sch..

haha...guess what i succeded in not giving in to snacks today !!! what an accomplishment ..the night is young time to sleep ..then tomolo can wohooohooo...in school!!=P

hey mr physics...im gona win you over !! >.<

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
quite a familiar verse ya? but God's Word is always relevent , it stills minister to me. =D

yox is anyone missing my blog entries? aha ... i rather miss the leisure of typing in entries .. seriously is hard for me to blog .. cause once im online i will talk non stop by the time i know it will be late midnight ... ahaha .. so therefor i concluded i have been guai recently..=P

actually not very true .. my "hobby" now is sleeping .... but cant sleep now cause the ice mocha is too effective ... haha..but i appreciated that cup of ice mocha..!!=D and i have lots of indigested food ... cux i ate my dinner at 12am! imust say is supper...haha ..

i enjoyed today ... national day ...my first time of spending it with the woo and her friend d ?haha ..i dunno how to spell her name...paisae! ran and ran... just to catch the glimpse of the fireworks ...haha...ohwell ...yar..we did but not the full view is blocked by that "durian" =P i enjoyed the best part of the day is really just sat at the cafe with them ..and at the skygarden playing guitar and singing songs that praise our Father in Heaven... so nice and peaceful ... haha ...how i wish A level end faster and i can get more leisure time ...haha .. yeah .. i miss the time of playing guitar and singing with my dear friends ...is really nice when u and your small group of friends gather together and worship ...=D

it is funny to see the woo learnt her chinese ... haha ...and yeah ! finally someone stands at the same side as me! haha.. how happy i am ! heheee ...

today i participated the Family Day organised by my church... as i reflect i wonder had i done my part? haix ... feels a bit guilty ...=S

watched Charlie with ac gang of friends yesterday...hmm..is rather disappointing to me .. but hmm..well ..its audience more for a whole family kind ? therefore it must accomodate ?

wat else ? haha ...im rather disorganise .. cant have proper thoughts .. but hmm...well ..today is a an enjoyable day...things are doing fine for me i guess ... just that phy test is coming up on friday ..gona tear my hair off soon...hahaha ...=P one more day left for me to study ...goodnight people.Zzzzz....

Our faithful God's plan and timing is perfect. =)

i stinks ! yet i cant bathe ... bathrooms are not available...im deprived of sleep!!! hahaha ... but anyway i went to a good concert just now with my dad..i think that is the first time that i actually went to such a concert with my dad.

It is a percussion ensemble ... surprsingly my dad enjoyed it ... it is done by Singapore Chinese Orchestra with 3 other percussion bands from Korea China and Europe. Actually chinese orchestra are not that "dull or old-fashion" . They sound really cool today and the audience participation brought the performance to the climax . AH! make me feel like joining CO again..hahaa..im so horrible ..jack of all trades ... so greedy ..wanna learnt everything ...

my eyes are really getting smaller and smaller ...im still waiting!!!! i wana bathe i wana sleep! i wana protest! ohno ...im talking rubbish again ... =P

does anyone buy lottery ?! i got a stack of surveys awaiting !!! who wana help me?!

*yawnx* real tired .................... looking forward to holidays but yet not looking forward ...........
haha ... stresses are piling up again !!!

firstly demoralised...... when practising harp today seriously i cannot make it ..i keep on panic and cannot play the right note...and there's only me and alo ..so is unlike in band ...others blasing sound can cover ur awful playing...so what im playing is gona be obvious..ahhh....scared! monday is the perofrmance yet i still play so unsteady...

secondly, im seriously learning physcics very slowly...i have been telling my tutor i will ask him question but im still not prepared to ask ! He's too nice and too patient towards me until im so mad to myself that why am i so slow in understanding that he has to wait for me to ask him qn..he say i must know what i dunno...but there's here and there i dunno ..yet here and there i know ...how to compile everytthing and ask?

thirdly , they showed us our cohord performance in maths..ok im at the very far end of the sea .. which they call i have yet to reach the "shore"...haha...more chapters coming up ...2D trigo..vectors...more graphs...maths induction...wopps...need practice..thx abi for telling me her study tips...i think it helps...=P so im gona start doing at least 2-3qn of maths everyday..then wun pile up the tutorials...

haha....okie hope it didn demoralise u about studying..actually studying in really nice ... im serious ...just that mastering it is difficult...
*stresses attack* haha...so hide where?!!! evacuate !!!!hurry! haha..ok lame ..
but yup ... today's devotion was "trust in the Lord with all your heart and all your mind and all your soul,and He will make ur paths straight"
is so easy to depend on your own strength in the end u wear urself out...there's only one place that we can run to that is under the shadow of the Almighty ... where we can renew our strength from and continue to run the race...blab blab blab...i feel like running too...oo..tomorrow is body combat ! hahaha..yeah ! more fats can be burnt off...haha ..
anyway let's not give up...studying is fun wat! right?!=P

key phrase for me this week :

to complete the portion that God has assigned to me ...

hard!tough!but practise strict self-discipline ... get strengthned through prayers ... then..i will receive the complete joy! =D