i have decided, that is to stop blogging. i have been lamenting for a long period of time, it's time to stop and start to grow up lots more.

i will blog again just that dunno when...=)

I FELL DOWN TODAY! ='(
BOOHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

haha. the problem is i look too comical when i fell down.
here it goes :
i want to bored the bus 154.
within a split second, i found my self lying flat on the steps of the bus.
and within a split second, i felt myself so short, and the bus seems so tall.
haha...
i didn step on the steps i miss the steps and my leg brushed against the steps.
so got a bruise and 3 blueblack! ouch!
i just hope my bruise dun swell too much...

my leg look so ugly! so manyscars. now got a new scar.
i have not been falling down for quite some time.
haha. refresh my experience of falling down.

haha. i sound so sadist...haha.

moral of the experience : please concentrate while you are walking or boarding the bus.
stop day dreaming lah.haha. =P

sometimes i really can't stand myself.
can't stand myself for always looking back not looking front.
u know like that song : bu xiang zhang da.
yar. somehting like that.
can't stand myself for being emotional.
look at my past entries.
ohmygdness.
if i could...
if i could.....
blab blab blab.
ohwell.
i can't.
sigh. how many times i tried , i still cant.
weird. this is really weird.
weird weird weird.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. >.<

im just venting out my weird feeling here. please ignore me.haha.
lee wan xian! please wake up!!!

the DA CHANG JING show really very nice leh.
now i know why so many people are crazy about it.
especially aunties.
haha.

mentioning about aunties, today i was studying at mac,
suddenly was very disturbed by the chattering of an auntie with another listening.
they are educated aunties i believe, they are talking about some politics in some company.
then she complaine about the unfairness..and blab..
its no very loud but still i can hear quite clearly plus her action it makes everything very obvious.
i only have one concluding statment , i really don't like aunites to have long long complaines...
when i look at them the image of a witch will just appear in my mind.
haha. i dun mean it. i mean u can complaine but u koe not for nearly an hour non-stop.

had bbq with CGS gals today.
haha. they are CRAZY bunch of people.
to kanice: are u sure u can tag my blog everyday?=P
haha. but being with them makes me feel like a sec.sch girl again.
makes me feels that young again! haha.
the craziness we do. the noise we make. the laughters.....
i didn't eat much. i seriously dun like BBQ food.
i feel the fats...and oil...eeeee......haha.
i sound so health conscious lah!

yar.back to shld i join band.
let me try to weigh it.
join band : experience to play in a full band again. memories to be kept. there's no more chance after this to play in band again.have a tight timetable, then u will be more conscious in spending ur time.
don't join : because i was loose freedom of time, i will be tied down to commit a large portion of my time to practices. i cant commit to harp. cant wear the gown.haha. cant have time to meet up with people. need to assure my parents. cannot let them worry.

yar, sort of know. must be rational lah.
so..IM NOT GOING TOMORROW.
no band for me. =(
yar sad. but must see the big pix.

saw Winnie on the way home. a senior in band.haha.
she cant remember my name.woooah. of course lah. =P

dun procrastinate ur work. it feels good to complete ur hw so early!

wanted to post pix. but failed to receive from kanice. so too bad no pix! >.<

i was thinking what songs to choose for this coming sun worship for the past few hours.
this time round was rather hard because im not very clear what msg shld i present.

today's harp practice was a quality one. i like it!
But you see it's not always a quality one , so i still prefer band. much more.

i doolded at the walls at far east! haha. its my first time. wrote lame things.

i saw people having camps.
i miss having games and camps
i remember the old fond memories once again.

ohyar. today bus driver checked on me!
he requested for my ez-link and questioned me which sch i was from.
and i was very pissed.
how could he doubt on me! i was wearing my sch uniform!
urgh.

i saw pris that day! yes i know that day! haha.
fri.10.03.06
it was really an unexpected one.
i took the wrong direction to go PS
i took to bugis instead.haha.
then as i U turn...
tada! i saw someone in her st mag uniform!
then tada! is wanxian! hahaha!
she rocks! cause she got the same name as me!aha!
actually more than that, she is a very very nice girl. =P

i bought my designer friend's work today at fareast! haha! come and see!i bought this!!!
very nice right? heheee....hand-made k...must buy.

more of it, samples :

u can put it on ur bags, clothes, pencil case..blabblab..anywhere that u can pin it.

Location: FarEast, Inq Box 3rd level. =)

while stock last!

*all taken from may's blog. =)

you learn by alanis morissette

You live, you learn
You love, you learn
You cry, you learn
You lose, you learn
You bleed, you learn
You scream, you learn

You grieve, you learn
You choke, you learn
You laugh, you learn
You choose, you learn
You pray, you learn
You ask, you learn
You live, you learn

=) it's march holi! wat's ur schedule like?
is it gona be a fruitful one?

sigh.

SHOULD I JOIN BAND?

i WANT TO JOIN!

but..............................sobx. ='(

i think im very emotional these few days for not much obvious reasons.

causing my work to be affected.

this is bad, bad, BAD.

i need some help to be a bit more rational.

020306
2 x 3= 6

haha, i tell you!what i met today is really very erm..im dunno how to describe, its so amazing lah!
i bang into three ppl concidently! i mean not those hi bye friend. but friends that im very close to in pri. sch! ok one of them is pei ying so is not counted cux i see her every sun. haha...but i tot to her alot too!

ok..here it goes. today is VERY good day, BECAUSE! haha! tomolo no sch!
cux of JAE and then today i ended sch quite early i guess...
haha..cux got dental at 3pm so left sch early, and my dentist see me before 3 cux i reached there at 230pm so like hmm left at 3!
hahaha..that's so good...so ok time to go home! planned to sleep hahaha...which is such a great enjoyment to me!haha..=D
sat there. waiting for my train to come. looked up,
I saw a very familiar figure...
a person not too tall , with that familiar punk punk hairstyle and that same coloured bag , walking to wards my direction. " ah! is shuzk meng!" haha! my very good friend since pri.3 ! do u koe we manage to keep in contact since then?! still can tok any thing under the sun =D haha...

yes! it's her! aha! it's really such a concidence cause u see i dun always go otram park!haha, yeah ! someone to go home with me together to lakeside , and can catch up! it has been long since we really can tok..hahaha...though she came to my sch funfair didn really properly tok much .hahaha. lalala..tokt tok tok...then on the train saw pei ying loh..she look so lost lah..hahaa..and she got her hair cut. =)

she suggested for a lunch! haha..though im quite lazy to...but heheee...this is such a rare opportunity loh! hahaha..drop off at je and had lunch at jec kfc.
.i love the little chat with had..tok abt ur amibition my amibition ur sch life and blab...and things that are once ur fav. hmm....=D im just so happy to spend little time together again!

we took 335 together. it's really had been long since i have friends that took really abt the exact same route that i go home, not counting those who stay same blk as me lah.hahaha.

while boarding the bus, i saw this gal , i tot she was from china(hehehee..) and wanted to ask my for some direction. TO MY BIGGEST SURPRISE! this person is chuan hui! we same class since pri.3 too!!!!!! but only get to know her truly better in pri.5 and 6.hahaha! and i find her accent really like foreginer loh! hahahaha...it's such a big change..haha..but yet she still sounds and look that gentle.haha..she is studying what she is passionate for that is designing in napfa...then get to work somewhere where she like that is childcare.

shuzkz, i know u really envy her.haha ...but welll.....=)

when i saw my pri. sch friends..there's just this weird feeling .
dun raelly koe how to describe.
like we are so familiar with each other yet a bit strange....
like want to really care how has she been but dunno how to talk smoothly..
just now i keep on tounge tied lah..if u had realise ..hahaha
im shy! haha...
18 years old! we are all standing in different position , facing different things....
walking different paths...
weird. its just weird. my thoughs are just confusing....hmm...

but well . im still very happy =D to get to see and tok to u all again.
today the tightening of my braces are really pain. urgh.haha.
i miss you all!