Yox ~ now is like around 17days after prelims? and around less than 45 days to A levels?
it is really scary when you start couting the number of days you have left with...
ok, my prelim was not very well done, my overall grade is pronounces like this: Eesss.
doesn't it sounds like eeks?

ok, i do feel eeks but thanks for by dear friends encouragements which reminded me to trust in Him.
I feel eeks because my dream of 3As is like quite impossible? not only do i feel eeks, but i also feel worried. But why worry? As we often say exams is not our everything!
But of course, this worried feelings can do you good too. It is suppose to give you some pressure so that you can be pushed. It is not supposed to make you feel lousey and you drop all the way to the bottom of the pit.

When i pray abouy my studies, i always asked God what should be attitude when i study? It is always easy to say: study for God's glory. However, it is always so hard to actualise it.
Well, not to worry.I guess as i continue to grow older(both physically,mentally and spiritually) i will have better glimpse of what does it mean to study for His glory.

For now, this is how i am going to remind myself. ( this final conclusion is formed through various encouragements that i got from my friends: jojo,tricia,lily,kay,alo etc.=D)

when i attempt questions, attempt it with my best efforts.i cannot think that i got second chance to redo it.just do whatever i can, and let God to the rest.(ok this last part sounds cliche but i must acknowledge that God is in control.=) REMEMBER : GOD PROVIDES.

Some key verses(it is always good to use bible verses, as God's promises lasts forever=D) to remind myself :

1 Corinthians 3:6
6I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow.

Romans 5:3-5
3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Romans 8:28
28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.


thank God for the joy He has given me. =)