10 days to China.....
yes, i am excited yet apprehensive at the same time.

Because I know that I am going to China, I want to do settle all things, make sure that everything is done and pass over properly, I meet up with ppl that I love and missed, I ensure that I got the things needed for home and overseas..etc. This process that I'm experiencing now, feels like the question "What will you do, when you know it's your last day on earth?"

I got to buy insurance although I'm not expecting myself to be in serious accidents, nor a fatal one. The act of buying is to insure the unexpected. Perhaps the unexpected cause me to feel "it's my last day on earth". But deep down I know that God is with me all time, I shall not be afraid. :):)

Let's talk about what I watched on Channel U : 200 Pounds Beauty


选择整形来改变自己的宿命，让自己能够更有自信地生活，是对还是错呢？其实这不能以对错去衡量。 汉娜清楚地知道她接受整形是为了让自己能够充满自信地活着，而不是为了满足自己的虚荣心。她不要因为别人的歧视而在死亡边缘徘徊。她要别人给自己机会、她要真正地谈恋爱、她要作一位不许戴面具的歌手。解决的方案就是整容整形吗？

但是，整形后，别人所给予她（美女）的特权只是表面短暂的。她所要换回来的所谓快乐是以亲情和友情为牺牲品。到最后她也迷失了自己，因为她所得到的自信心是建立在他人的肯定和眼目上。

作美女好，还是丑女好呢？两个都好，只要清楚知道自己的位格、清楚知道自己是谁，各人都能活出精彩。
美女和丑女——是没有贵贱之分的。


" The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me? "
Psalms 118:6